A peek into the real me
December 21st 2009 17:07
This week it seems I am screwing all my existing relationships. I won't say I am wrong but I guess I don't have a clue about dealing with people. I was acting all bossy & trying to get some work done like the other groups but guess what; I am no fun anymore. And as usual I started ordering around to move their asses but I guess they didn't take it lightly. Man I miss my chem lab partner. We were like made for each other partners where we had fun as well as got our work done way ahead of the rest of the class. My mom says I should learn how to socialise which I hate more than public display of emotions!
Maybe my straightforwardness is also disliked by many but it is the only thing that works as a charm for first impression. When I open out my heart to someone which I often don't, I keep saying rubbish & today though I haven't regreted it yet, I kinda stated out the purpose or responsibilities of being a friend when she was giving me her usual i'll see crap. Though I think we have left it unsolved, we are moving forward as though nothing happened. I wish I was like those people who always seem to say what everyone wants to hear although I usually hate it cause I can read between the lines which usually means sorry but we don't give a damn.
Meanwhile, so far Julie managed to finish Oeufs a la Fondue de Fromage, Poireaux a la Grecque, Poulet Roti a la Normand & Harticot Verts, Sauce Crème which in english means poached egg with cheese sauce or & roast beef with some sort of veg. The French just loves complications thereby killing the spirit of food itself.(I hope I wasn't too harsh but all those names !)
This semester, I found a student & good friend of mine worth mentioning who I don't know how but seems like a superwomen to me. She is not only married & pregnant but managing high grades & scholarship with one of the hardest majors in the university while us, singles with no other responsibilities what so ever screwing everything up.
Maybe my straightforwardness is also disliked by many but it is the only thing that works as a charm for first impression. When I open out my heart to someone which I often don't, I keep saying rubbish & today though I haven't regreted it yet, I kinda stated out the purpose or responsibilities of being a friend when she was giving me her usual i'll see crap. Though I think we have left it unsolved, we are moving forward as though nothing happened. I wish I was like those people who always seem to say what everyone wants to hear although I usually hate it cause I can read between the lines which usually means sorry but we don't give a damn.
Meanwhile, so far Julie managed to finish Oeufs a la Fondue de Fromage, Poireaux a la Grecque, Poulet Roti a la Normand & Harticot Verts, Sauce Crème which in english means poached egg with cheese sauce or & roast beef with some sort of veg. The French just loves complications thereby killing the spirit of food itself.(I hope I wasn't too harsh but all those names !)
This semester, I found a student & good friend of mine worth mentioning who I don't know how but seems like a superwomen to me. She is not only married & pregnant but managing high grades & scholarship with one of the hardest majors in the university while us, singles with no other responsibilities what so ever screwing everything up.
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